Hating Life
Let the rant begin.
I am sick and I hate life at the moment. I am the worst sick person. I am whiney and cranky and everything sucks. I know I will get over the sinus infection soon. I am taking the antibiotics as perscribed and drinking plenty of water as ordered. But it never works fast enough for my taste.
I realized today I hate my new glasses. They are cute, but don’t fit my wide (nice way to say fat) face. So I am wearing my old glasses again. My eyes didn’t change much this past year so I can’t tell difference in the lenses. This after I spend over $200. What was I thinking. And how am I suppose to pick frames when I can’t see my reflection in the mirror clearly?
I am looking at a BIG gain this week. I am learning how important sleep is the hard way. That will be part of my goals from now on. I have been having serious sleep issues for weeks and my body has really gotten run down, hence the sinus infection. So on top of thinking I need to eat 4 full meals a day my defences have been down because I am so tired. When my defences are down I make horrible food choices. I don’t know why I have been avoiding sleep so much. It’s like I am punishing myself for something and depriving myself of sleep is the punishment. Yes, I have ALOT of issues to work out still. Just proves how much further I have to go on my journey.
I have ranted enough for tonight. I hope I feel better tomorrow.
I hope you feel better soon, waiting for antibiotics to kick in is the worst. Get some sleep, stop punishing yourself and feel better soon, because you are a great person and beautiful inside and out no matter what you think. Big hugs and feel better.
Better to get it out and talk about it. Rant away. I sure hope you feel better soon. I get depressed when I am sick, too. Love you and just take good care of you.
I know what you mean about picking out new frames when you can’t see your reflection. I am legally blind in my right eye and can hardly see out of my left one. I usually ask the person helping me opinion. Or my daughter’s. We all get cranky when we are sick. Hope you feel better soon.
((((((((JESSIE)))))))))) Oh buddy, I was not such a good buddy today.
Feel better soon hon!
This journey you are on, we are on it together.
OK, I just have to laugh a bit, yes, there is no way you can tell what the glasses look like if you can’t see your reflection clearly.
Ah, yes, this is like when I put eyeliner on before my contact lenses…ach! Jessie, it’s so hard to feel as down as you do, and that you’ll *ever* pull yourself out of it. You will, though, and we’ll help you! Being sick sucks, and can totally throw a girl off track…not you, though!
And AMEN to the sleeping plan, too!
Feel better soon girlie. Sinus infections are no fun. I had them for 2 years until I got a polyp removed from them.
i hope you feel better too…
Thanks everyone!!! I feel better this morning. I got some pretty good sleep last night and the sinus pressure is much better today.
GLad you are feeling better. You will get used to your glasses. My husband always asks me when I get new ones if I am going to put them in a drawer for 2 years and then wear them like I usually do. So, me and glasses don’t mix. I get pissed at my hair also, but I think I finally like this hairdresser until I get ticked off again. I am a big bitch when I get sick. And everybody gets to hear about it. Unless it’s a migraine where I can’t talk. LOL
Glad you a feeling better today. How about try the classes on in like 6 months? It will give you a goal to look forward to?
Hope you feel better.
i hope you get to feeling better. i just got over the sinus crap and i hate it also!
I have a sinus infection too, not fun! But I am not sure, are you restricting food due to that? I think maybe you should eat a little more…I know one night I was so tired I fell asleep early. When I woke up I was starving and it was 4…so I ate a small cup of cereal. I figured my body needed fuel to fight the infection more than I needed a loss for the week…
It didn’t keep me from getting sick, but it is something to consider.
Ugh I HATE sinus infections. I have been there before lots of times, hang in there. It will get better.
OH,I am sorry you aren’t feeling well. Ihope you feel better soon and do get caught up on sleep.